i am certain

i am certain this is it
the feeling
reeling in
my bones
is sure to have some rules of its own
the pieces
are seeping so seamlessly
into the whole
this stone
is rolling as it should
the could be
has already been
it happens
like that
between blinks
faster than though thanks
can reload
i am certain now
that all the hours
and days
have been repayed
in ways i cannot change
everything
inside of me
is falling out
and onto the streets
for everyone to see
for everyone
to feel it with me
i cannot be more certain
about the curtains
raising
separating
in two
for the show to continue
this is it
if it is not now
then it is never
i am certain this time
is unlike any other
all bets are off
i am ready
to take off
and take it back
take it for me
and take it for lack
of taking
when this mind
was all but broken
but it has been reopened
chosen
etched in bold
against the cold night sky
i am certain this time
this time
i am right