Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Doooooo until done

Must Must Must

pay insurance for car

pay rent for apartment

go to san antonio to see pop

write more group poems

memorize yet to be written group poems

keep working for money to pay insurance for car

keep working for money to pay rent

sell poetry CD's

buy ak-47 his moleskin

read Middlesex

read Brief Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao

read Path of Minor Planets

do laundry

change underwear by tomorrow

find a laptop and buy it

beene-beene

The natives remember faces

They see yours at morning and mine in the middle of dreams

With wisdom dispersed at the bottom of feet

the ground becomes a sacred place

walking through tested soil,

forgotten blood wakes in the arms of the warrior

and they remember him too

a brilliant mind,

whose thoughts couldn't outweigh death

they don't forget a face

ancient rituals run along with the children

and whisper things innocence will never know

I watch time sleep in their eyes

wisdom slips in the cracks of open hands

the elders look like god before god looked like himself

they tell us things life won't

ounces of advice pound into the rhythm of my heart

and the beat becomes a being of its own

stay here

A dreary wind knocks against me

the sound interrupts the flow of time

and my skin doesn't like the bruise it leaves

I try to walk around it

but my feet grow into stones

and I turn back into a little boy

the bravery those sunsets gave me go away

before the grass gives me a chance to run through its hair

the trees speak an unknown language

and I can hear the branches whistle

everything is so new and nothing is known

I stay still because moving means I am ready

but my heart has a broken gate and it isn't safe to travel today

especially today,

the girl next door saw me watching her dance

and I could not hear the music she breathed with

so I turned my back and ran into the field I had forgotten

there, I remembered what she looked like

her legs walked through my throat

where I could taste her shadows on the tip of my tongue

but I held my breath,

knowing that when I exhaled she would be gone

I opened my hands and wrote her name in the dirt

so the earth would always remember her too

Uh oh

Bananas are not good cold

Traffic Toe Jams

Driving to work this morning, I realized human beings are nothing short of good-looking robots. Functional machinery operational through specified fuel.

What's your poison?

Whatever tickles your fancy there is a needle for it, and you can inject it into your system (metaphorically and literally) as if blood and air were not the necessary requirements to living. Coffee, cigarettes, music, blueberry muffins, tv shows about midgets, vampires, food, and poetry. We're just a couple of robots getting our kicks from here and there.

People will always be just that: people. I guess there's nothing anybody can really do but to be a robot. I mean you got this guy eating Mcdees like there were willy wonka's golden ticket hidden at the bottom of the bag, this chick talking on her phone while doing her make up....and driving, and then there's this schmo who blows his cigarette smoke out of his window and into the air.
Oh I see...you don't want the smell of smoke in your car because it bothers you? Yet you continue to smoke...and put the seconhand toxins into everybody's air.

Coooooooool guy, let's high five.

Anywho, the world is a wily window with weird and whimsical occupants.



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